i think the thing about relationships that hurts the most is that you don’t want to throw away all of that effort & time put into that one person. without them, you don’t know what to do. they’re all you have and that’s why you want them back so bad but there is more out there. there is someone else who will treat you better & love you more. they way you actually deserve. don’t ever let your past relationships effect your relationship with someone else. it fucking hurts to let go but all you have is your faith & hope that you will find them.